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It is, at times like these, I’d like to simply tear apart my own head, my own rationality and thought and have it—no, I’d like my very being to be on the cutting board. I can run any thought rampant into the ground until I myself am convinced of my own sanity.
Often as a boy I would wander into a bathroom, stare at myself in the mirror. This was, me. I had that certainty. This is who I was given to believe in, that this was, indeed, myself. This shape, body, and soul constructed who “I” was.
The dimensionality of any given person or idea is a product of our own interpretation, a given article to us by circumstance and time. I can use any constructed unit to support these beliefs; time has no meaning, I can say to you. It is by imagination by which you can devalue my denoted reality. Or, perhaps, not.
Sinthome. A neologism from French psychoanalyst Jacques Marie Émile Lacan, referred to first by seminar. It is, at its core, unanalyzable; it is as described, a “constellation”, of artificial signifiers and beliefs that constitute a vacant core. It constructs our world of objects and rules so that we can feel jouissance.
One day, I looked at myself in the very same mirror as a boy. The same figure, thoughts, ideas… Tastes, patterns, past, and future. Yet these were no longer the same signifiers. I am, at my being, a hollow nucleus that thrives on knowledge and belief to preserve itself. So we all are.
Any of my exuded know how could potentially mean nothing. The concept of truth, along so with our coined comprehension of knowledge, ethic, and morality itself can be proven or disproven by imaginary facts. Success is just as fleeting and meaningless at its core, however, so long as something relates to our complied set of rules for existence, it can be used to find jouissance. This is all grounded fact, in the designated realm of where truth exists.
My intelligence is but a mere concept solidified by belief. And we can all, potentially be, gods. Power and influence are sinthomes of our position. The deity to which we pray is merely “God” by name. A king can only remain king with the belief of his followers. If his followers one day decide he is not “king”, then, quite simply, he is designated elsewhere.
I look in the mirror sometimes still. Quite simply, I am Abeo Crowe. I am a man. I am an engineer, and an intelligent one at that. I am distant, I am logical and calm. I have an affinity for silent rooms, pleasant company, and kukicha tea. And I sometimes doubt what I am running from.
oc (abeo) drabble: perspective of a paranoid prick
it's writing
The character is Abeo Crowe. he's a scientist. prides himself in his intelligence. he's an asshole. 
here he is
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  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Jane's Addiction
  • Playing: The being-driven-to-school game
  • Eating: Sausages
nootsuit.tumblr.com/ same thing but looking at the 0 followers thing puts me in pain so ye
  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Jane's Addiction
  • Playing: The being-driven-to-school game
  • Eating: Sausages
nootsuit.tumblr.com/ same thing but looking at the 0 followers thing puts me in pain so ye

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Purple-Guy2 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fav
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Raynart7 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
-takes a deep breath- HSKAHAKA thanks for watching!!! You're style is really cool!
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DoomDesire9829 Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AHHHHH GOSH THANK YOU OMG. ;0; Your style is super rad oh gosh thank YOU <3
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iMetaKnight Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015
cracks fingers, stretches arms, 
according the to prophecy of 2012, I stick to tradition no matter how old, 
And that tradition tells me that it's your birthdayyyy!
So here's where I say, happy birthday!  I want to say a lot of  things, things theres not enough room for, and things I cannot put into words.  But I am so so SO proud of you.  Ever since I met you, years ago, you've been my absolute best friend, and I don't think I can say enough how much you mean to me and to everyone else.  I really hope today is an awesome day for you, and that things get better for you in the future.  You deserve it all, and much more, and I wish I could physically give you more than I can.  Either way, I hope you have a great birthday; love you, have a great day!!
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Taglug235 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favorite *-* Don't forget to see also my other works! P.S.: Watch me!
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TheArtofNerd Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Student General Artist
squints
you look familiar
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DoomDesire9829 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do I B) 
askthepigmaskpastry/nootsuit, maybe
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DustyToonLink Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*Hums to self quietly* ......Noot?
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DoomDesire9829 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
that is me hello B )
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DustyToonLink Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow I had no idea you had a deviantart, oops. XD
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